To My Future Husband...
Can I just… Be alright for once, Lord?

Here I am trying to be perfect… I’m just dissatisfied with myself all the time, God.

shock777:

But let’s take this time to remember that God has a plan. He does not cause suffering but he has a cause in it. He can use all things for the good of us all and he is a God of justice. Pray for the enemies- pray for the victims. Don’t ever underestimate your partnership with God. You never know…

shock777:

I went grocery shopping guys! It’s the little things that make life worth living. I’ve been struggling with depression. Just taking a shower really takes a lot f energy for me. But now I have food!!! ^^ 

And isn’t God good?!! I got to see an amazing family that brightened my heart- and I bumped into a woman who I saw at church last night. 

God highlighted her to me- and I was going to pray healing over her last night but I didn’t get the chance. So I’m at walmart and I pull up to one of the check out stands and there she is! The same lady! Right in front of me in line! So I brought up the courage to talk to her. Turns out she’s new to the area and she’s a prayer intercessor with her husband. She was indeed needing healing prayer. So as I prayed over her in walmart I felt the Holy Spirit come upon her and she said she felt better! :) not only that but she prophesied over me and told me that God is going to show up in a timely manner for me and that I will know exactly what to do when the time comes. She also shared with me about waiting for your husband and staying pure and AAAAA. 

ISNT GOD GOOD?!?! I am so blessed that I have a God who loves the world and all his children. U have to learn to celebrate the small victories and get courage to get out of bed in the morning. Be thankful for the blessings you have and love God and others. :)

shock777:

I went grocery shopping guys! It’s the little things that make life worth living. I’ve been struggling with depression. Just taking a shower really takes a lot f energy for me. But now I have food!!! ^^

And isn’t God good?!! I got to see an amazing family that brightened my heart- and I bumped into a woman who I saw at church last night.

God highlighted her to me- and I was going to pray healing over her last night but I didn’t get the chance. So I’m at walmart and I pull up to one of the check out stands and there she is! The same lady! Right in front of me in line! So I brought up the courage to talk to her. Turns out she’s new to the area and she’s a prayer intercessor with her husband. She was indeed needing healing prayer. So as I prayed over her in walmart I felt the Holy Spirit come upon her and she said she felt better! :) not only that but she prophesied over me and told me that God is going to show up in a timely manner for me and that I will know exactly what to do when the time comes. She also shared with me about waiting for your husband and staying pure and AAAAA.

ISNT GOD GOOD?!?! I am so blessed that I have a God who loves the world and all his children. U have to learn to celebrate the small victories and get courage to get out of bed in the morning. Be thankful for the blessings you have and love God and others. :)

shock777:

In this life there will be suffering and pain. Even Jesus wasn’t left out of that one! We just need to love really well. Love that only God can give us for each other. Jesus is not a crutch in which we hold on to and he will magically make everything better. No- he will cry with us in the pain.

God doesn’t cause pain and suffering but he has a cause in pain and suffering. Let me end this night by saying that all forms of attack from the enemy will be silenced. We have the last laugh- we are loved by God and he will not let injustice go unpunished.

This is my new favorite song. This is exactly how I feel and what I go through every day. Every. Single. Day. I’m crying my eyes out… Oh Lord Jesus…. My heart… Thank you that one day in your way and in your timing…

People to keep in prayer tonight:

my-brokenness-aside:

yohoyohoadisneylifeforme:

  • people of Ferguson, Missouri
  • Christians being persecuted in the Middle East
  • the kidnapped girls in Africa who we have yet to hear anything about
  • the depressed, lonely, sick and poor
  • anyone thinking of committing suicide
  • your friends and family
  • people of leadership positions inside and outside of the USA
  • your church
  • yourself.
Keep adding to this list, too! Everyone is always in need of prayer :)

marcphun:

Just because God is working in someone else’s life does not mean He cares about them more. God is working constantly on YOU. Lay aside any human standard of blessing (fame, fortune, image, worth) and realize that His presence is everything. Thank Him for every blessing that exists because of His presence in your very life. 

TRUTH

TRUTH

Oh my Lord, I just read the first chapter of a little devotional type book called For the Love of God (it's by a brilliant woman named Sherrie Holloway) and ooh boy I am feeling Him right now! The first book is essentially just a reminder that we need scripture throughout our lives because true living is recognizing and responding to His never-ending love for us. I really recommend this book just because I'm only ten pages in and I already feel as though all of my anxieties have been soothed <3

WOW I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! Jesus has been NAILING ME HARD ON THE HEAD lately. Like- how much he loves us… I am in need of a huge love encounter!!!